September 28th, 2016

It’s a few minutes before noon, and I’m at command central (my couch) with the doors swung open and a nice breeze coming in.  We’ve been getting some better days lately, as to be expected this time of year.  More comfortable temperatures, bluer skies, breezes, cool nights…

A couple nights ago I was really depressed as my leg was in a lot of pain, I felt all alone, that everything was way too difficult, so I started looking up suicide on the web.  I was surprised to find a few good websites that actually had methods for people who really were at the end and wanted to end things as cleanly as possible.  Of course, they recommended not to end your life until you had tried everything else first.  I couldn’t sleep that night, so I played crossy road until 5:30am, then slept until noon.  It was about as gorgeous a day that could be asked for, and I felt a little better after getting up and moving around a little.

Having days with really clean clear air makes a huge difference.  When the light is pure crap and the air doesn’t move, it makes everything worse.  I read a little about contrails yesterday, and there was an idea that I hadn’t heard before that made a lot of sense.  First, the author stated that it would not make sense to poison people through the air through chemicals because it is not terribly effective, and they can already easily poison most people through water, foods, medicine, and injections.  Next, he talked about increased cosmic dust in the atmosphere, and that in order for clouds to form, there must be small particles first for water droplets to form.  Research has shown that there has been a great increase in atmospheric dust in the last few decades, providing a propensity to more easily form clouds.  Makes sense.

Truth usually makes sense.  It appeals to reason.  It is usually simple.   It connects the dots.  It is interesting.  It draws us in.  That is all true of course unless you are asleep, in which case, you prefer nonsense which is not really a preference at all, but just lack of awareness.

I sometimes think about what kind of people it will take to spark salvation, and I wonder if it’s possible for people who are unaware of what is really going on to be key players.  Can you be a player in salvation if you do not see that the world is a prison ruled by dark entities?  I don’t believe so, but I don’t know for sure.  As far as the website, I am keeping most of the ‘dark stuff’ away, not because I don’t think it’s important, but because I want the website to be the place of the solution.  There are plenty of places to go to research the problem.  What I do state on the website is that the solution which is offered is the solution to the ‘solvable problem’, in other words, it is a solution that can actually be implemented with relative ease.

<I just worked on my website a while as the previous paragraph sparked me to do so>

There were a bunch of other things I wanted to address, but I’ve gotta prepare for my singing lesson.  I’m gonna take a break and finish later.

<2 hour break>

I’m back.  Still a nice breezy day.  Wind chimes are creating some ambiance.

I’ll write about the election a minute, since I have a few thoughts about it.  If the mainstream media does not report on the wikileaks latest releases of the hillary clinton emails and the implications of her involvement in Lybia, then it is 100% clear that the media is not just leaning in her favor, but it has selected her as the candidate.  If that is the case, then what donald trump needs to do is make an offer to Gary Johnson to join him, since Johnson has no chance of winning or even coming close, but his votes will clearly add up for a plurality.  Offer him a spot in the cabinet and offer to return most of the money that had been raised for the campaign.  Dirty?  Maybe a tad.  Not any dirtier than any of the other crap that goes on, and trump is a dirty man anyhow.

There are some people who support trump, feeling wisely independent for doing so, which is absurd to me.  Vote against clinton, vote for a non-politician, vote for a guy with no respect for manners and respect…that’s all good.  There is, however, little substance to support this guy at all, only about 2o something other entities to vote against (the other entities being candidates of course, now only one of which is viable).

Even worse are the clinton supporters.  They see themselves as well educated, well informed, and intellectually superior to the ‘depraved’ rednecks who are voting for trump.  I saw a ten minute clip of will and grace this morning, which touted a pro-clinton message.  They are so unaware of the corruption of the clintons, so unaware of how corrupt the system is as a whole, and unwilling to truly entertain any ideas of satanism actively ruling the world.

If you are voting for one to vote against the other one, fine.  However, there is nothing to support either of them for.  That stated, in my opinion trump would be the lesser of evils.  We have no idea what would happen with him in office, but since the dark controllers don’t want him to be president, they would probably start poisoning his food not long after he got elected (if he does).  Not in blatant ways, but a little mercury here, a little cancer virus there…  Ya know, run of the mill kinda stuff.

There is one other thing to consider as well, and that is the possibility of an incident such as a ‘terrorist attack’ or all-out war, to prevent the election from occurring.  The u.s. government clearly wants to pick a fight with Russia and Iran, and who knows how far away from that we are.  With the u.s. arming and funding the terrorists in Syria, and Russia standing behind the government there, it could serve as the powder keg for a justifiable war on the great bear.  Of course this time, Russia would actually look pretty saintly next to the u.s..

An easily deceived population will buy any lies hurled towards it, and of course has already bought into the greater unseen lie that the world we live in is real life.  When we see that normal means healthy, happy, creative, generous, spontaneous, kind, and caring, this world becomes an obvious nightmare which is inherently flawed.  I’m thinking of the song ‘ordinary world’ by Duran Duran –

But I won’t cry for yesterday
There’s an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Might have been about a girl, but then again, most good songs about gals and guys can easily be applied to God, Heaven, and salvation.

‘Living with eyes closed is easy, misunderstanding all you see’

-that song was written for harry connick junior, whose favorite company is wal-mart.  What a luxury it is to have your head up your ass that you confuse the smell of shit and flowers.